2001-11-06 - 9:08 a.m.

she was right. i am the asshole.

sorry for being an asshole

sorry for saying things that are mean

the thing is i never did not want to care for you

i was just scared you would not care for me back.

i do not want you to remember the name calling

so i am starting to think maybe i shouldnt have said anything so i am not going to say anything about it anymore.

and to clear up any confusion

one.

in·se·cure (ns-kyr)

adj.

Not sure or certain; doubtful: unemployed and facing an insecure future.

Inadequately guarded or protected; unsafe: A shortage of military police made the air base insecure.

Not firm or fixed; unsteady: an insecure foothold.

Lacking stability; troubled: an insecure relationship

self-es·teem (slf-stm)

n.

Pride in oneself; self-respect.

two. i never wanted a normal girl normal girls are boring.

three. you never gave me any reason to think you did. i figured you did through your diary but you didnt tell me.

four.i never expected you to stop loving him. its hard to turn stuff like that off.

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