2002-03-28 - 1:12 a.m.

so i am waiting for him to die.

i have a pager, one which i never use and the battery is often dead in.

i carry it around only for special occasions, since i am told that i am nearly impossible to get a hold of i like to carry it for people to get a hold of me with.

i let the battery die with the last girlfriend.

but, a new battery goes in because i need to be reachable for when my grandfather dies.

so right now the only time it will go off is when he is dead.

that's horribly sad i think.

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