2001-11-08 - 1:53 a.m.

i really do miss her.

her little arms, her nose, her hair.

thinking of all this makes me remember the time i first started liking her.

people say i am "picky" with girls but not really. i only want to actually like them.

usually it occurs in like a "ping" type realization. and i always remember the exact moment.

it happens hardly ever.

for her it was one time at sara's house. she was wearing a black with white polka dot express skirt and a white cardigan with i think a white shirt underneath. i know it sounds kind of odd but she was singing spice girl songs. there was something about it the way she smiled while singing or something but it was so adorable.

that was it.

through all the crap though she still makes me happy and no one does that.

i feel like i am in a bad tgif sitcom.

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